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I feel

tired.

disillusioned.

very much not care about anything at all.

at a loss on what I really want out of life.

that everyone seems to be at a continent and I am stranded on desert, inhospitable island.

hopeless at my inability.

Maybe its Monday?

Comments

dueng said…
it's just monday. everybody hates monday.

or just midlife crisis. but you're not even 30. strike that out. :)
iceroll said…
Definitely the monday. And the weather.
Anasfadilah said…
sudah ok kah?

cheer up :)
Dils said…
Yeah definitely monday.

Tapi still tak ok jugak, sebab baru Tuesday pulak. Hehe.

Thanks, Dila. Ok sikit, tapi masih trase meh.
Kasapsky said…
i like monday. sebab relaks.... huhu most my time dealing with customer on weekend. so weekend buzy weekdays pulak free.
Taqiyuddin said…
maybe its the midlife? all you need is a bigass harley bike and a tight leather jacket... oh, and a jeans hot pants. ride the bike fullspeed to JB while pretending you're megan fox.. then everything will be ok.
its wednesday now..how do you feel
Dils said…
Kasapsky
Hehe... Tadek la busy sangat Monday tu cuma down je lebey.

Taqi
Maybe when I am in my midlife I would be happy and contented because I had all those crappy things early on.


Effi
Wednesday was still crappy but those are because I was sick.

Nuffnang

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