Dils Stop .

Whenever I think of Kurap, mata nanti mula la bergenang2. Miss her a lot. Yesterday, it was a year exactly since she was gone. When Aziz was a few months old and she was wailing outside the door wanting to be let in to sleep on the bed together with me, I always feels guilty. Later I will stroke on her head and said, "tunggu ek... nanti 3 or 4 years later and the children are grown up, you can sleep with me again".  I remember the time when she was feeling tired and I was still occupied with whatever it is on the computer she will meow nonstop asking me to be on the bed. Mesti naaakkk kena ade jugak! Padahal bukan tido atas kite or sondol tepi ke. Tak she just like to know I am on the bed with her. Mengada sangat. But that is why I love her. My husband used to say kinda like jokingly "I think in terms of urutan,, you love Kurap the most, second Aziz and third  me" . Haha.  She is no longer around, and there is a hole in my heart that is yet to be fil...

I am beginning to delete my personal files in the company laptop and came across this poster I made for Kurap when she went missing around 2 3 months back. I remembered being very sad about it and was super glad when I found her again. I think I posted it before in this blog. I never got to post this poster though. The day I made the poster, that night I found her. I miss my Kurap.

Kurap Been a while since an update. Been a bit down after the loss of Kurap. Even my enthusiasm towards my own cats kinda dull. Spent a week crying. Then right afterwards Aziz got sick, but that is another paragraph of explanation. It struck me yesterday how I am beginning to forget how Kurap looks like. And that makes me sad. However I am glad I put a lot of my cat pictures on Instagram and the video uploads too since while dropbox and phone are ok, but myInstagram are exclusively cats only. So it is easier to browse. I spent some time looking at her pictures and her video especially listening to her mews. Saying I miss her is a great understatement. More like there is a big cat size hole in my life and my day to day that can't be filled with any other cats.  Aziz got sick Anyway, last Thursday the taska mentioned Aziz duk muntah2. By Jumaat he is inactive and started to vomit, as I am WFH so he just stay home with me. So the whole long weekend, was us dealing with A...

Back in the days when it was just her and me. Wednesday morning, I woke up from a phone call from my sister. She said her maid found a cat dead in a drain that looked a lot like Kurap. I immediately call husband who was on the way to work but had not got out of the taman perumahan yet. Angkat Aziz and go out to my sister house. And there it was. It was her in the drain. One of the light in my life is now gone.  On Tuesday she was very fine. In fact she spent most of the afternoon dozing on my bed. And if she spent the day very well rested come evening it she will be restless to go out. I don't really hesitated to let her out. She is used to going out. But then she didn't come back. My husband called and called around midnight she didnt come as her usual way. But I was not too worried. Sometimes she comes in through the bathroom window. Or in the morning if worst come to worst. I did woke up at 5 am wondering if Kurap had come in. But was too tired to think about it m...

UPDATED Haa baru je kan cakap nak cerita pasal Kurap... tak sempat kena vaccinate dah sakit lain. Last Thursday night I noticed Kurap face looking like this. Skin all scraped off. Luka tang mana tah. Don't know. Sometimes she gets into a fight with Bobby. Bobby ni kucing manja tapi gangster. Dasar jantan.  I used betadine to clean it up and hoping it would be OK. Sebab before this she got the same type of luka on the other side of the face. I cleaned it up with Betadine before and it healed after 3 to 4 days.  By Friday sudah jadi camni.The cut was probably deeper than I thought and I didn't cleaned it thoroughly and as often as I should. Saturday tu pulak I got busy going here and there and forgot to bring her to the vet. So I said to her kite pergi Sunday ok. Die macam biasa je.. reply "meow". But Saturday malam tu mandom sikit. Panggil pon buat bodoh je. Tapi siang tu sempat gallivanting kat luar.  Well, Sunday morning tu tak semp...

Orang selalu tanye kenapa bagi nama Kurap kat kucing I yang cantik jelita bak diva ni. Pwetty as a pictahh! Nampak macam queenly sungguh kat situ kan.  Well, I took the below pic from my tumblr, kalau dig through dalam2 belog ni adalah gamba die masa memula datang terketar2 depan rumah mengemis. Kesian sangat. But this pic below I think I took around a week after she came into our life.  Tengok la telinga die tu. Tu baru lepas kena sental dek husband dulu. Dulu pagi before gi keje, husband will sental her telinga yang penuh hitam berkerak tu, balik keje kembali hitam dah. She got really bad ear mites then. Jalan-jalan sikit sekitar rumah, berguguran kerak telinga tu jatuh sana sini okeh. Haha.  At the time, I kena berpantang lepas miscarriage so, walaupon kena persuade dek mak suh buang her, I was a bit sentimental so I was adamant to let her stay at the house. Nasib baik ade husband yang suke kucing dan tak geli macam aiii. Aku ni suke kucing, t...

of a good home. This stray little kitten had suddenly come into our home looking so forlorn and pitiful that my sister fed her some bread. So she stay for the past week and had been eating Fasha leftover foods (certain brands of cat foods that Fasha doesnt like and refused to eat. Dasar kucing memilih gitu). Awal-awal datang mengemis makanan Dimandikan oleh husband untuk kasik rupa respectable sket Because I am living at a crowded home , I do not think so we can keep her, tho I do like to. Fasha had been chasing the little kitten around, (we had now separated the kitten to only live at the front porch). Tho the kitty had also been chasing Fasha around. Macam frenemies gitu main Tag. She is a lovable little kitten but looking a little worse to wear tho really quite cute. Basically there's a sorta eczema ( kurap) on both her ears and head. We had been feeding her some milk (for added nutrients) and applied ointments on her skin. Seems to be getting better from the f...