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I feel

tired.

disillusioned.

very much not care about anything at all.

at a loss on what I really want out of life.

that everyone seems to be at a continent and I am stranded on desert, inhospitable island.

hopeless at my inability.

Maybe its Monday?
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dueng said…
it's just monday. everybody hates monday.

or just midlife crisis. but you're not even 30. strike that out. :)
8:01 PM, November 09, 2009
iceroll said…
Definitely the monday. And the weather.
10:18 AM, November 10, 2009
Anasfadilah said…
sudah ok kah?

cheer up :)
11:29 AM, November 10, 2009
Dils said…
Yeah definitely monday.

Tapi still tak ok jugak, sebab baru Tuesday pulak. Hehe.

Thanks, Dila. Ok sikit, tapi masih trase meh.
2:46 PM, November 10, 2009
Kasapsky said…
i like monday. sebab relaks.... huhu most my time dealing with customer on weekend. so weekend buzy weekdays pulak free.
6:50 PM, November 10, 2009
Taqiyuddin said…
maybe its the midlife? all you need is a bigass harley bike and a tight leather jacket... oh, and a jeans hot pants. ride the bike fullspeed to JB while pretending you're megan fox.. then everything will be ok.
9:04 AM, November 11, 2009
Obefiend Weiland said…
its wednesday now..how do you feel
7:37 PM, November 11, 2009
Dils said…
Kasapsky
Hehe... Tadek la busy sangat Monday tu cuma down je lebey.

Taqi
Maybe when I am in my midlife I would be happy and contented because I had all those crappy things early on.


Effi
Wednesday was still crappy but those are because I was sick.
11:20 AM, November 12, 2009
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