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End of a decade?

So people are like eh its not the end of a decade, end of a decade is dec 2020.

Whatever. We ignore this people.

Nearing towards the end of 2019.

I wanted to summarize what I had done in a decade but old age is catching up and my memory is foggy. Lets just tried it.

From 2010 to 2019

- I had worked 3 jobs.  Quit and now a SAHM.

- Went from 2 cats to 8 til recently and now down to 5. I can manage 5. 8 was chaos.

- Somehow from having no kids I now have 3 boys. 2,5,7 .

- I want to say I travel unsatisfactorily but I visited about 6 countries in 10 years. Ok lah. 

- Husband went from long distance and now back at home just recently.

- Went from a US tv shows addicts to Kdrama addicts.

- Read a lot the first half of decade, not so after quitting. Duduk rumah don't feel like reading. Which is bad sebab kenkadang feels like brain rotting off.

- Blogging is no longer a thing by 2019, but we hardened early 2000s bloggers are coming back to spout off nonsense sporadically and quietly.

- Twitter reactiveness is not as strong but lurking game is strong.

- Gotten fat along the way and trying to find the motivation to slim down. Tapi besok aku nak makan satay. Satay last for 2019! Shit probably tomorrow not so good time to be out.

- Need to do better next decade because I will in my 40s and this is sad.

Okay. I don't know what to talk more.

Ending the new year with a recent pic of the kids at Gardens by the Bay.


p/s: I will blog about kdrama after new year lah. Seen a few but tadek rasa nak review lak. 

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