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Another rant going your way to make your Monday

An update is pending since you know , weekends meant update. And the weekend is over. Officially over now. As of so many things.

I am feeling a tad blue today. Not feeling so hot since got back from picnicking at Air Terjun Tekala (or whatever it called).

Right now I am feeling oh so disgusted with a guy. I meant why... why.. does he pick me! Blargh. No. I am not talking that he is displaying something like an interest to yours truly. But he is just so interested in talking about his gf (whom I couldn't care less), his opinion on women (which I think is crap since he is one of the lowest of the low guys I ever met), or being his helpdesk tech know it all asking everything from torrent to 3gp files. Pleaseee. I am so tired of being ask techie question on my job, I want to forget it all when I am at home.

I felt like ranting. Why? Oh why would anyone ask anyway. I meant some peoples just misunderstood half of what I say, some peoples couldnt care less. Now lets pick a topic to rant about? There is so many, but really... I don't have the energy of it. Now snubby is asking me now:

snubnozze: apsal ko mcm tak bermaye nih

Herm, why? Perhaps because I am feeling like crap, mentally and physically? Perhaps because an information that had just been relayed make me feel so ... losing hope? Perhaps because so many guys in the office (my office are dominated by guys btw) are worrying about what to get for their gf on Valentine's day and kept on asking me what I will get while I know if I got as much as a Hello it would be my lucky day? On why does I keep on meeting these type of guys? These kind of guys who used me for an outlet to tell of their grievances with their gf, and showered me with praises and shoved me back in a corner when they are back together? I am so tired. Please. I just knew it when I saw their sms blinking. Which I know meant , " I got a problem with my chick, and I kinda like you, so come on.. hear me out, even though when I will be back with my gf in a sec , I will just leaved you alone without any greetings for months afterwards with an occasional hello from YM or the obligatory Raye and Birthday SMS". Some of them even make an annual event out of em. Crap.

Please. Let me just contend with one. Because the rest doesn't think much of me anyway.

Comments

saye juga tidak bermaya...tetibe terase tak bermaye...
Dils said…
kurangkan tido
dueng said…
dils,

hahaha...kesian dia. guys always like that, seeks advice from a girl in order to solve a problem with a girl. that's because guys can never give good advice and also, guys like that have big ego and his friend has big mouth. it's so bad combination.

if you feel like not listening then just say it...for whatever reason you may find. i know that feeling of "plaza rehat dan rawat" where people goes in and goes out for me for whatever big or small problem they have and leave me idle for long time after they get the solution. it's such a crappy feeling.

anyway, cheers up a bit, that's mean people really trusting you. the way you look it either as gift or as curse is up to you...and for some reason, it's more like a gift than a curse.

knowing others people secret make you at advantage, can blackmail him la...hahahhaha...

cheers up k...
Dils said…
dueng : yeah a bit cheered up now. Hehe, blackmail too cruel la. Guess I would have to use them during my outlet time kut. Heh

Shai: Aiks, ade ckp ke guys cant give advise? Hahaha.

Am being ignorant la tu hari2 duk senyap kat blakang computer =p~

Nuffnang

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