Dils Stop .

Alamak.. Saya akan cuba berbelog dalam Bahasa Melayu, kerana saya cuba mengikuti Kempen Vincent Mari Berbelog Dalam BM. Saya tidak ade 'banner' sebab malas laa nak upload. Alaa.. macam skema je ayat. Tapi tidak mengapa.. akan ku cuba jua.. cewah! Rase pelik bila cuba nak menaip dalam BM. Mungkin sebab dah biasa hidup 5 6 tahun, menaip report, exam dan sebagainya dalam English. Bila tiba BM.. waduh.... Dalam kepala pon secara otomatik akan terpikir ayat English untuk menaip. Oleh dengan itu, saya pon menaip perlahan aje. Nak kata segan menaip dalam Bahasa Melayu.. tak jugak.. sebab bahasa percakapan hari-hari memanglah Bahasa Melayu.. siap ade 'slang' Klate, Kedah, Nogori jugak daku masukkan. Tapi hendak buat camner, bile tiba menaip dan membaca , lagi selesa dalam English. Mungkin sebab tu lah kebanyakkan pelajar Melayu ada masalah nak 'spikang' English tapi report A OK aje. Berbalik kepada topik di atas. Lagu Sudirman tu. Antara lagu-lagu patriotik yang palin...

Continuing.. I am becoming rather bored. Anyhow.. stay committed dila! I was way tired when waking up for the Convocation Days... so I woke up with eyes looking rather 'panda'-ish. And I have no moods to put on make up or concealer.. so just what the heck. Let today's good mood replace my 'panda'-ish looking eyes. Instead of wearing very pwitty dwess, I just opted for a simple baju kurung so it is easier for us to wait in the heat. Thought that we were suppose to go by car and park somewhere near where we were suppose to wait. Then before we can drive out from the hostel area the Pak Guard, was guarding the way out! He asked us to park near the Duyung hostel and walked to the Chancellor Hall. We are all hungry, bleary eyed and still sluggish. But unless we ram down the Pak Guard ( ooohh.. temptationss..) , so we need to park our car and walked with our heavy garb all the way to Pocket D. When we got there, my friends were now ravenous and they made their way to the ...

Saturday Official lazy day. Got back from 'mamaking' around 4am. And I woke up at 9am! What the heck! And it was raining in the morning. I love sleeping in the morning while it rains. But since I was feverish, bored ( no PC for me to chat with friends or sleepily slaps somebody in MIRC), I woke up to rouse my friends from sleep for some nasik lemak. In vain.. I might add since none of em wanted to get out from bed. At last they got up from bed... but nearing lunchtime. Everybody was famished, but we decided to first go paid for our overpriced humongous picture frame. By the time they got to the convo fair our eyes is only on the "Nasi Ayam Madu"..(yum..yum... great favorite among us). The convo fair.. as far as I can see year by year.. is getting smaller and smaller. I think the best convofair I ever had was the one when it was held at the Padang UTP near the entrance, there a lot of more variety to choose from. Maybe it is a bit too muddy.. and all cars afterwards lo...

It is Thursday today. Hermmm.. only at this exact moment last week I was jumping up and down because I am going to UTP. How far back that moments are. Anyway.. continuing.... I woke up the next morning for the rehearsal with a sore throat and heavy eyes. My friends keeps on barging to our rooms and asking us to wake up. Quickly take a shower.. brrr... am pampered with showering with hot water every morning , it is almost refreshing to wake up with a cold shower. We quickly made our way to Pocket D (where it have all the lecture halls). The akak there is damn fierce. We were ushered around like a bunch of kiddies asking to go here and stand there. When they read out the name for IS students to line up, then I realized.. yippeee.... I am a 2nd class upper. Someone tell me I am paranoid because of course I am. But since who knows, if UTP might had upped the grading level... I am a lowly 2nd class upper. But who cares, at least I am in the same level as my sis.. hehe. Then we went through ...

My convocation was last weekend but I went early to UTP to be there for every events. By Wednesday last week, I was bubbling with excitement with the thoughts of seeing my beloved campus ground again. Even the the peeling paint of Propana is a sight for sore eyes. Thursday morning came. My friend, Gon picked me up, I was still running around picking things up to be pack. It was raining as if revenge for all the peoples that had asked for rain earlier on during the haze. We can't see anything driving to Gombak. Got to my friend house. Hate to come out of the car... but knowing my friends I will probably run out of oxygen by the time they came out from the house. So there I was dripping with rain except my tudung which are holding the rainwater like I had put candle wax all over it. (behaviors found among weird schoolgirls when I was at school). And then I went inside for some breakfast since I did not have any meal yesterday. Only 1 sandwich since I was freezing with cold and just w...

I had just got back from UTP. Convocation. I won't make this long because I am tired and listless and have a cold and felt like flinging something out of the window. However, I do like to thank the 3 gentlemen for bringing me the loveliest bouquets of flowers. I do appreciate it and loved all of em very much. I also like to thank the cutest couple for giving me the cutest red heart 'love'-like graduation wand. And I loved my family for being so patient in the hot sun. And of course to the gift bearers too.. to brave the sun to give me a lil something.. Thank you again. Thank you for remembering me in my important event. Now.... I need to curse my freaky immune system for failing me yet again. Notes: I will update about the convocation later on... not today.. it will take too long. When I am not so busy .

I do not think myself as a pyschic or anything. But sometimes things do happen that make we believe in the supernatural. And sometimes dreams are so vivid it make us wonder, had it happened? Before my father died, my mom remembered having a dream that her neck had been broken. In an old superstition, they say if we dream our neck had been broken we will lose somebody near to us. Then when I was at my 2nd year in the university a friend told me that if we dreamt that we our teeth "patah" ( broken ) or lose our teeth, we will lose somebody near to us too. I remembered having that dream before my mid term break. In my dream, I was buying things around the Tronoh night market (damn, I miss that) . Suddenly at the palm of my hand there are several teethes! On the way back to JB, I was fretting thinking will it comes true? Will I lose somebody I hold dear? At home after some days of fun, sleeping and eating... I soon forget about the dream. Just before the mid term end break, my gr...

When will somebody annouce holiday ... I meant state of emergency to KL? Damn, I almost choke when getting out from the office building today. The haze is sooo bad. I do not need to exaggerate since most of you are probably already am choking yourselves while reading my blog. To get back to the topic above. I bought Cleo today. It is not exactly my monthly read. But I had already exceeded my budget on excessive spending since I am now in a shopping spree looking for niceties even without a discount, so I have to cut down on the book spending. Shocking behavior! Now.. I kept on getting deflected to talk about the topic above. The first thing I do usually when flipping through Cleo is read the article on She Says and He Says. Entertaining read, really. Then I went to look into the most recommended beauty products... Okay okay, I will not bore you with my Cleo reading habits. But one my favorite is reading the "Dear {Enter- columnist- cum- adviser- who- probably- never- been- in- psy...

Now.. the few days and week.. had been a turmoil, hectic and headachy. Today is no exception .. but the afternoon... bring a pleasant interval. The phone server was down. That ... my love.. was bliss itself. But that alone could not eradicate my gloominess . Soooo.. 1. Bought a great looking shoe; regardless of the price. 2. Bought something 'pampering' 3. Have a nice long shower 4. Execute favorite long ago pastime - Watch "sex and the city" at the computer while consuming dinner. 5. Cover ears with headphone and bring up the volume of favorite tune.. 6. Find out you are losing weight.. !!! If only I could do more shopping to content my heart desire... I guess thats one of the reason the men have to let the women shop. Or we get cranky. Desperate Housewives..awaits.

Now.. who's just deleted my almost post? Damn... do I have to lock my desktop whenever wherever. I lost my mood to post. Damn it.

I wake up around 4 this morn. My work start around 5 am. My friend before this say at disbelief; "At my place.. only fisherman goes out that early,". Well, KL is after all the city that never sleeps..... yawn. Anyhow.. My sis was driving me since she wants to use the car. Soo.. she needs to drive me laa.. So while keeping myself half awake, we stopped at the traffic light near Ampang Point. It is pretty pointless to stop at traffic light at 4 am. If it were in good ol town Tronoh, I would had just urge them to just drive. But this being KL, who knows what drunken fools and stupid racing youngsters are out there gleefully behind the wheel. So we stopped behind this Kenari and Kancil ( our car was a Kelisa). What a nice happy Perodua family. Anyhow I noticed that, the Kancil one was filled with 3 guys. Looks to be around my age, younger I suppose. The driver was laughing and talking with the peoples in Kenari (The Kenari windows are tinted, cant see anything in there) One of th...

I was not intending to blog today. I was tired. I have a fearful headache. But then.. this is why I had setup my blog initially. To release all pent up emotion. The thing is I do not know where to start. How laughable. Because I was almost adamant to not blog about him. Almost.. because I have not put layers and layers of concrete into my weak willed spirit yet. I will.. but later on.. not just yet. All previous entry.; all those heartache, confusion.. I chose to left it there because as I told you. Therefore, I can look back and see foolish me again. These came to mind reading on suff blog earlier on. So once in a while... it is refreshing to not make much sense to my readers cause I myself can hardly think in a straight line. Why all these sudden rush of emotions? Something eventful happened to me? No. I did not meet anyone. I did not come in contact with anyone. Yet... sometimes at one unguarded moment.. when you are listening to a tune.. not those sweet tune.. nor those poignant o...

This ain't a fairytale. You had been warned. The girl met him one cold dark night. Somebody had pitched to her the idea of eating together with some strangers. Being young and foolish.. she nodded and agreed. She dressed carefully, wearing her dark shroud as usual. Giving her identity as the one as obscurity. Went to wait by the block with a couple of friends. They discussed on how they might found the strangers. Pleasant? Sneering? Have a sense of humour? Then she saw someone walking towards them in a fast pace. She was never the sort of person that can judge peoples quickly by a first look. Gave him one lookover. Looks cheerful enough. Maybe the night won't be such a bore anyway, she thought. They went to dinner and she was shocked to found more strangers greeting us... she gave a small smile. Slumped to her seat eating her food ... steeling herself to be oblivious to all by stubbornly sticking her eyes to watch the news even though she can't hear a thing. Later on to the...

See on mental notes for calendar on own head.. Tuesday. Everybody usually have their bad day. Mine is Tuesday. Ever since I was a wee girl of 11, I noticed every things that I liked least happened on Tuesday. For almost I can remember Tuesday is where I will have Maths , Physics, Additional Maths..all those mind boggling subjects classes... on Tuesday. Peoples always get unreasonable on Tuesday. Today is Tuesday. ~Sigh. Today the calls coming through not so heavy, nonetheles.. got a coupla callers thats really really stubborn in getting technical help even though I am getting nowhere with em. It takes me almost 5 minutes to get him to save registry backup files.... and you want to guide him through deleting stuffs through the registry files? My lunchtime is 2 hours ago!!! And I had to postponed it because some callers just think that by phoning technical support you can solve almost anything. Granted most problems can be solved.. but sometimes it require extra help and any amount of wo...

I am not much into letting myself goes in term of anger. I have pretty good anger management skill. Hahaha.. right! My friends knew I am angry when they saw a dangerous gleam in my eyes and I was surprisingly silent. I am the kind of person who generally laugh herself silly on every little thing such as seeing ... ar I can't think of an example.. but I even smile as I shit. Not a pretty picture. Anyway. When I am not smiling or laughing genially that only means... It is early in the morn. I AM NOT A MORN PERSON! Needs to find job that have late hours... perhaps bargirl as such? I heard the tips are great. I am really freaking mad... kinda like having a B.F (Bitch Fit) but in a boiling silently as those advanced looking kettle nowadays. Normally girls are the one that get on my nerves. Maybe because, I am a girl (obviously)so normally are close to girls. Being close to peoples generally opened your eyes if that person is worth your time or not. In term of guys, if a guy turn me off....