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Inner mind that inexpressible

You snooze, you lose . Well I have snost and lost. I'm pushing through. I'll disregard the cost. I hear the bells. So fascinating and I'll slug it out. I'm sick of waiting.

.... Excerpt from the song ( I Hear the Bells - Mike Doughty)

Arrghh. Kemalasan melanda. Don't you ever felt ever so incredibly lazy a day before your exam, your great deadline, your project presentation?

Well that's what I am feeling now. Not helping that I am feeling restless. Haih.

Sit still. Eyes shadowed. Fingers twitched. Strands of hair tucked neatly behind one ear. Deep breath. Concentrate.

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Obefiend Weiland said…
dont forget the kopi. gambatte dane!
9:52 AM, August 22, 2006
Unta@Jitra said…
a shot of nicotine ops... caffiene cud help... like eff said...

red bull perhaps? :D

u took nasik lemak for breakfast ka? hahaha
1:56 PM, August 22, 2006
Dils said…
I don't drink coffee. In the morning it tend to make me headache-y. While at night it make me sleepy.

Red bull. Never like the taste much.

Haha.. and no.. I rarely eat breakfast.
2:07 AM, August 23, 2006
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