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Pointless

I am thinking hard. Its hard for me to find a really .... one opinion post... I meant you know. Type a story about jelly beans. JUST jelly beans, without getting off base and telling tall tales of bugs on the next paragraph.

I am used to the idea of my blog as a free expression of my mind as so I pity you my readers in asking you to read my thoughts as they jump from one place to the others. Also I do not have any witty post... to entertain y'all.

Whatever. Some of you are still sticking around for God's know what reason. Haha. But I do thank you for being my visitors and even to some that are my silent visitors.

Now.. the above paragraphs are actually me warming up to writing. Usually by this time my slow acting brain would had conceived a feeble plot for a blog post. Alas my feeble brain today failed you and me.

So now. You are left with this pointless post. Maybe you readers can give me suggestions or asked me what you want to know. But I shuddered at your suggestions before (ceritakan pasal my exes !! my many exes!! ..... now as amusing as that for an entertaining read... I still feel a little bit of respect to em and of course tis too embarrassing for me. And one or two of em might be even reading this blog. Ops.. and I may had slipped a story or two about em before) and I might not like some of your questions. Prolly I as a M'sian blog administrator, inadvertently mengamalkan dasar2 hipokrit Malaysia in moderating my posts and comments. Maybe. Still... my blog aight, my territory.

So... are you still reading readers? Maybe I am typing this alone... and no one is reading this anymore past the several pointless paragraphs. Not worrying. I would not waste your time nor mine any longer.

On a bright side, if I feel like it, I might post again later tonight.

Comments

Dils said…
But pointless ...
reading on saturday

so u didnt post again yesterday. hah! about blogs. just write wahetever you want to. to me what a blogger wrote at a particular day reflects their mode. so if you want to be all know their state of mind, just look the blog history

jumping around between topic? hmm. funny i never notice that. everythng seems to flow nicely. no hiccups or abrupt jumps.

maybe its just you over analysing things dils!
Dils said…
I think I usually did. But I know how to set paragraphs!

So many bloggers do not know the power of paragraphs. Not that mine is great.. but I found I like reading a post that know how to use a paragraph effectively.

I didn't post again that Saturday. Too sleepy. Then I ransack my room for DVD Angels. Can't find it. Got too tired from ransacking and slept in utter mess.

Nuffnang

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