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I have no life..

This is depressing. I feel depressed. I like blogging. It seems to keep me sane. I don't care about eradicating poverty, stopping violence, or other worthwhile stuff. Evil had been lurking since the start of time. With my worthless opinion, it won't suddenly stop and kow towed to me. So .. go ahead evil. We are all doomed anyway. There is no such things as true happiness. Those who experience it are airheads. I am in my hate all mood now. Therefore excuse my lackdaisical attitude towards the fate of humankind.

I felt depressed watching the news. But that it is all I can seems to do. I felt hopeless watching the suffering of others. I felt even angry knowing that they are peoples stealing a pathetic 10 seconds of limelight in trying to relate an equally pathetic opinion to the public. I felt even angrier that the media is having a fest of this. I felt like throwing things at ignorant fools. I felt like throwing more bigger and lethal objects at ignorant authority figure fools making statement to the media. I read the paper. I looked on the between the lines of the articles. I felt even more hopeless.

Peoples are crying and suffering. I am angry I can't change the world.

Comments

Taqiyuddin said…
nothing worth reading you say? i think not.
dueng said…
sometimes in life, there always happen when we can see something but we can't do anything. it's like watching the thing happen from a vaccum, empty, locked glass room. feeling chocked, rimas, and hopeless.
maybe GOD wanna tell us to pray lots more to HIM so that HE will know that that something we can do for the thing happen. World is just too cruel, but too beautiful to live in. don't be depressed, just pray to GOD to help them. cheer up, girl.
Anonymous said…
Obviously u cant make the evils stop and kow tow to u, or change the world by just sitting there, can u?

sekiranya kamu ternampak maksiat atau jenayah tentang la dgn tenaga.sekiranya tidak mampu tentang la dgn mulut. tetapi sekiranya tidak mampu lg, tentang la dgn hati.
Dils said…
hurm.. 10 points u do too. *yawn....
Fadhil Luqman said…
We are but men, rock!

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