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Bachelor.. Again...

I had before this aired my unofficial view on the new Bachelor eps. I seems to be having a fever. Hence I will not be giving details. But just say.. that Trish the bitch is staying on. Urgh.. and my opinion of Jesse the Bachelor had somewhat lessened by the number of women he try to make out with. Of course this is a dating game so kissing is necessary. But then.. kinda like all the kissing had come as somewhat like a blur to me.. and it looks so.. played out. Jesse's friend is dissapointed that he is adamant to try to like Trish despite Jenny telling him that Trish had slept with married men before and not sorry, and think their wives are dumbass for not knowing. But of course, Jesse being a man and being with a woman looking supermodel-like, will not care. And Jenny will not be there to tell him which one is the nice one since Jenny had not been given a rose. Yikes! But I guess the man have to make decisions by himself from now on... yeah.. be a true man.. I guess.. whatever that means.

And of course the creepiest moment when one of the gal who is desperate for the Bachelor attention, went to ogle, touched, caress and almost molested the poor guy. The guy was seen shuddering afterwards. Even I cringe looking at her doing it. I guess classy all the way is the way to do it!

And back to me.. tonight I had paced my bedroom floor, felt my cheeks reddening and fingers trembling. I had not done and felt that for ages. I know why I unconciously and distractedly did that, only afterwards I always wondered at myself... on my ability to do that when I thought I had manage to lose it.


Comments

dueng said…
Naive....that the best word to describe that guy. That guy maybe never have experience in such thing so when it comes to first time, he seem feel very excited and never realize that Trish, the bitch is trying to just play with him. maybe through time, he will manage to hear other ppl opinion. just now, the "love" he has from Trish make him blind. what else i can say, love is blind (that why orang bercinta selalu meraba-raba...damm!). just pray to God that someday God will show to him who the real Trish is. i hope that time will come as soon as possible.
Taqiyuddin said…
huh? do what dilla? hmmm...
Anonymous said…
alaaa diorang berlakon aje tuh..bukannye leh caya sgt..
korang bole expect ke ape yg jadik dlm tuh suma nye is the real thing? I dont think so
-iceroll-
Dils said…
heheh.. do what I had typed earler.. but I don't wish to elaborate further.

haha... noo.. Its not so true. I know that asrol, but some of its are true too, or some of em wouldnt have gotten married.

the most false one are Joe Millionaire..Its so obvious the producer and the executive of the series are in control of the women and the guy , its sickening. But the women there are hot babes and makes Kate Moss and Gisele looks elderly and plastic. So it is fun to watch in a sickening sorta way
Taqiyuddin said…
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tak paham la dils~~!!!

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