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Got back onto the horse

So I got back to work. Had now been working close to a week. I mean like what right... Bukan cakap nak jadi SAHM ke. Well.. that was never definite and I was getting restless. Also the money is also a huge deal. I dont think we are truly financially ready yet for me to be out of a job. 

So I took a contract job. The job is 5 months. Husband like the idea of a contract more than permanent. I dont mind either way. 

Life had been a bit hectic. Macam semalam, I got in a little late because aku sesat barat balik dari Cyberjaya. LOL. Even with GPS I can be hopelessly lost. No need la cakap guna waze ke ape, I will get lost. 

So the little one got sent to nursery and Aziz went to full day at his playschool. Kesian. Paling kesian Saif la because it seems like I bottle trained him too late. He refused the bottles. Pening la kepala duk tuka2 botol2 die. He seemed to be ok with Nuby bottle. Kira before ni die minum paling banyak 0.5 oz, die minum dalam 1 oz and more with this bottle. HOPING THIS BOTTLE WORKS. AMIN. 

It slowly getting ok 



Kesian sangat. Rase bersalah pon ye that I doesnt start him early. Ye la kan. Bile full time breastfeeding it is easier to just  direct feed him rather than all the hassle of the bottle. Huhu. But walaupon minum sikit, balik dari nursery mesti ceria popstar punye Saif boy ni. Muka bersinar2 je nampak orang. 

Aziz cam biasa je la sebab before ni die dah kat nursery. 

Routine tak established lagi because I was a bit of a nomad these past days. At the very least the team members seems cool and nice. Kite tengok lagi 5 bulan! Ok lah. Will update more later 




Ending the post of the 2 boys baru nak pergi nursery. Tengok Saif tu, bukan main interested tengok botol susu abang but bile his own, meraung2 tepis2 tepi botol tu takmaw.

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Comments

Lisalisut said…
Weiiii br tau u dh keje blk. Okla ade kontrak. Sng je u cr keje huhu. Meh sni aku jd driver ko. Tu pn sesat ka haha. I love driving. Lol
dils said…
Tadekle senang sangat. LOL. But this seems suitable lah. Haha. Aku tak berapa sgt driving ni, kalau lain sikit je dari rutin gerenti sesat.
Mari Femme said…
Contract! idea yg bes!

aku pun sesat jugak kat cyber tu. padahal duk contract berbulan dah. Now kalau pegi balik, sure sesat jugak. Haha.

dils said…
Kan. I like the idea of a short term work. I hate performance review sebenarnye. Hahaha.


Cyber tu scary lah.

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