Dils Stop .

Tu la mainan busuk Kurap.  Sejak 2 menjak kena discourage tidur bilik ni die selalu miau2 depan pintu mintak masuk. Kenkadang kesian bagi la kejab. Sometimes she came bearing gift. Memula ingatkan die bawak mainan die naik untuk main. Tapi mesti letak masuk depan pintu. Bukak pintu je melulu masuk abaikan mainan terus. After dah banyak kali berlaku baru paham die bagi gift a.k.a rasuah la untuk masuk bilik. So she gave me this so she expects me to open the room for her. Sweet sangat montelism kurap ni. Kenkadang pagi2 I bangun the mainan ade depan pintu. And I found her sleeping kat tangga tepi bilik. Kesian. That usually means she had mewed and I tak dengar ler tu. Ini adalah antara sebab I berat hati nak ikut husband transfer. Kurap have to go with me too because I think she will be brokenhearted if left with somebody else.

Whatttt.. they are not impressed at the rates I am solving defects? Of course. Because they have around 4 5 people doing tests, while I am along responding inane emails, CRs, reading documents (which they dont read and expect me to answer all questing), while solving defects and replicating and taking screenshots. Pbthhh.. I hate people. I nak jadi housewife la gini!

Everyday penattt.  I think I may need to buy FM for Ajis. Can't keep up with pumping and try to pump in the middle of the night still tak cukup. The thing is during office hour I can only pump at 12. Then another session bile otw balik keje. I don't have any time to do much else during office hour woo. Penat. At the very least I got him to only BM for the first 6 mths. Well, Ajis tak sampai 6 bulan la lagi tapi seminggu je lagi.  Then bile husband balik la macam2 mende rosak, my usb player tadek sound. Astro saiko. Roof leaking. Gollywolly found a way to get out.  USB player tu takleh buat ape la. Tengok most of series dekat computer, Astro tu kena tepuk bile die buat perangai, roof dah ok. The grill still needed for me to add the wire mesh ke ape tah tu, tak beli lagi. Litterbox kucing pon I cleaned in the middle of the night. Semua mende buat tgh malam la. Huhu. Now I totally get why so many opt to be a housewife. While things may not get much easier, but i...

Wahh... I had been so busy. Ade sekali tu sampai cam bergenang2 air mata sebab stress sangat. Kerja lagi and Ajis being more fussier than possible! Sekarang ni die akan tidur bebetul nyenyak pukul 11.30. And he slept all the way till 6 am for his morning susu. Then bangun lagi around 8 am. While at night he is a sound sleeper, he is a crybaby the other half of the time. Constantly nak berdukung. Sometimes I let him be and he will be angry and he will be cry shouting. If your baby does the same you probably understand what I mean by cry shouting. Last weekend I lock the room and carry the baby monitor, as I was busy scooping out taik kucing, didnt hear my baby crying, by the time I dengar die dah melalak tahap bunyi macam budak kena dera. Naseb baik I simpan the kunci bilik somewhere around nearby. Sekali terbangun jeeeee. He likes to sleep bawah ketiak mommy. So if he wakes up and no mommy around, memang waterworks plus vocalization laa. Anyway masihhh tidak berguling. Everyon...

Jumpa dah makhluk ni! Semalam bile bangun rase susah hati sgt la bile tak jumpa die. Risau. Sambil tu dah sibuk nak cari kucing lain. Cewah. Sentap hati Bobby kalau die tahu aku nak pi cari pengganti. Bukan apee.. gollywolly tu kalau tinggal seskor mula la menyanyi satu rumah. Kalau terkunci die dalam bilik sensorang bising ya amat. Kalau ade teman die happy je. Kurap tu bukan peneman ye. Anywayy.. semalam lepas mandikan2 Ajis nekad la gue mencari Bobby lagi. Hari Ahad kan. Weekdays dah payah dah. So dukung la kenit tu pegi jenjalan area taman perumahan sambil panggil "Bobbyyyy...". Macam2 kucing la yg bertuan dtg menjenguk. Ade tu tengah duk panggil sekor duk nyahut. Tengok2 ade kucing yg rupa cam bobby dalam cage kat luar rumah orang. Wahh.. hati dah happy dah wehhh. Sekali gi dekat sikit kat luar pagar. Lain laa. Die punyer marking grey tu banyak lagj dari Bobby. Dah bersedihan tepi rumah orang tu. Sedih bukan Bobby satu. Satu lagi sedih sebab tengok kucing t...

Takde mood nak cerita lebih cuma harap die balik la intact and sihat. He had been gone since Friday, pagi. Ni Sat mlm maseh tadek walau dah cari merata.