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Update before Eid

Well then... our country is certainly being very silly kan. Dari top to bottom. Malas komen lebih. 

I think a lot of people are going balik kampung. Even the boys punye taska pon dah tutup. Ayah la mengambik cuti and take care of the kids. And taska tu cuti up to end of next week. Kesian husband. But I can't take a long leave, dapat cuti ni pon cukup baik. I think I maybe a little bit excited for raya now. Mainly because the food. 

This Ramadhan has been like a new low for me. I feel tired and sleepy most of the time. Very not energetic.  Maybe mood akan extra sikit lepas balik cuti. Though I will be busy, have to work the whole weekend end of this month, which I am not too pleased about sebab bulan raya kan. But to think of it, it is not like I get a lot of invitation raya pon. 

Also told husband I taknak cook la this remainder Ramadhan. Heh. I am blessed that my husband never really pushed I cook if I don't feel like it ( and many time I don't feel like it ), but still lagi tengah kemas barang nak balik Sarawak. And only finished kemas baju bebudak ni. Next is my baju and the little little things like food, milks, botol susu, brush, toiletries all those thing yang you akan tertinggal if don't think real hard. 

If balik JB I tak rase cemas sangat if I tertinggal something sebab I am at my territory so I know what I can get. Lagipun everyone in Bandar Baru Uda knows that, Pasaraya Q&Q will stay open even if there is a zombie apocalypse happening. There are only closed on the eve before CNY for their big dinner. But I am excited for this Raya food and though I may have to buy at least 1 small packet of instant ketupat for moi sebab I je makan firstly at my husband kampung and I can't eat ketupat palas like others in huge amount because nanti I sebu. 

Hoping also this raya I and the kids would not get sick. Last time we did not bring any medicine, this time semua spesis ubat bawak! Other than that I am looking forward for the many kek lapis I will be eating in the next few days. Hello newly expanding waistline, 

Next time bersiaran , probably after Ramadhan. So I will wish my Muslim readers, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and maaf if anything I write here or anywhere that is hurtful to you. I sincerely apologized. 



Tu Aziz playing with his reflections while Saif looking weirdly at his big brother. Had to stop him from licking the window. Euw Aziz. 

And hey,, I think this is the second ke first Ramadhan in yearsss that I get to puasa penuh. But heyyy.. still ade 2 days to go, With my propensity to get pukey on airplane, maybe macam tahun lepas, satu hari burn jugak. Ah well. 

Selamat Hari Raya y'all! Have a good celebration and drive safely. 

Comments

Mari Femme said…
Hoih bnyk updet! Aku suke. Haha. Aiyoooo xtahan naik flight ke? How can tahan like dat ;|

Happy Raya Dils!! Safe journey and take care!
dils said…
Thank you. Selamat Hari Raya to you too :)

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