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Birthday!

It is my birthday. I am now 29. Hmmm. Afterwards, it will be 3+, then 4+ and so forth. If God wills it. There're times when I think people don't really understand Insya Allah. If God wills it. When you translate it to basic words in the language you understand, the meaning is so big. With the will of God, you are now in this position and so on. 

Anyway, husband sudah bagi hadiah awal2 before he went back to Turkmenistan. He got me a charm bracelet. Not a Tiffany's one though. But I don't really care much for Tiffany's. I am a pearl kinda girl myself. All those symbols that the pearl brought, tears, purity.. it just gets to me. Not that he bought me a charm bracelet with pearls. I mentioned the pearl because I would like to get one from Mikimoto. Not the whole pearl necklace. When or where would I wear it? No, I just want to have 1 smooth beautiful black pearl as a locket. A girl can dream. 

The rest of the day so far is ok. Not so great though. This maybe my worst birthday ever. All those money I have to pay this day. Penalty (missing RSA token), vet bills ( Kurap got weird luka at her butt, so off to the vet ). And I don't have Kurap at my side tonight  ( die kena stay at the vet for one night to clean the infection and observation). I will be so sad. 

Well then, I just wants to write something. Later (hopefully with a post about Venice pulak ). 




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FrH said…
happy birthday dila!! hope all your wish will come true (i know, lame wish haha :P).

ok the venice story plak .. im waiting :)
3:48 PM, November 21, 2011
mommy nazeef said…
bebeh!!! heppi beday :) last year of being 20ssss...hahahha
9:58 AM, November 22, 2011
Dils said…
Frh: Thanks Farah. Nantiii. Aku akan tulis juaa.

Norish: Thanks Norish. Itu la kann.. pasnih dah start dari 3 pulakk
11:23 AM, November 22, 2011
Kasapsky said…
eppy besday. welkam to club 30... haha moga panjang umur murah rezeki, cepat2 la dpt zuriat... insyaAllah
1:25 PM, November 24, 2011
Dils said…
Thanks Kasapsky. Tapi opssss... belom 30 lagi okeh :D
5:09 PM, November 24, 2011
dedalie said…
HAPPY BELATED BESDAY DILS!! may all ur wishes come true...
4:57 PM, December 01, 2011
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