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Oh belog ku...

I was thinking about writing about my exes. Adalah 1, 2 cerita yang hendak di-rehash and gelak-gelakkan. But I just couldn't find the mood yet. Kena ade mood ok nak belog2.

Anyway, I don't have any big plans for the weekend, rilek2 aje lah di rumah.

Hermmmm...

I was thinking the blog world had become a little lacklustre. I don't really know why. Probably too many people are doing it. So many are cashing in on it. Which comes to another question on why haven't I joined that Nuffnangers.

I wondered that myself. At first I am kinda hesitant to blog for the sole reason of money and was thinking bukannye ramai pon visitor aku. Sekarang ni macam... hmmm macam menarik je kan. A lot of people are doing it and aku pon like money. And most of them love to blog. Some of them blogs are pretty mindless empty postings anyway. Posting full of fluffs. But most of my posting are like that. It have no defined body in it. Bercerita je la pasal ape2 pon.

My purpose to blog seems to differ as time goes. At one point, it should be kind like a journal. But like I said before. You can reveal yourself only up to a point. And to be honest. The reason autobiography or 'diaries' are really fun, is when there a lot of dirty dishes to offer. I can't bring myself to dishes on the most controversial or my innermost feelings or dirrty dirrrty secrets. Huhu.

Then it comes to a somewhat mindless rambles from there. The books I read. The films I see. Its not particularly interesting. Boring in fact as one of my ex dare to say. Hoh! Boring di katanya.

Hahaha. Well, this is a different story from the stories I originally wanted to tell. Oh ini juga bukan ex yang sama from the stories I want to tell (banyaknye ex aku la kan). But I think few years back, my ex was bemoaning the fact during our IM session that he was bored and was asking me for any cool sites to go to. At the time I was enraptured by the Gaijin Smash blog. His blog is awesome. I still like his postings though it kinda rare nowadays. Anyway, I was saying "Why don't you go tu blog ni..." ( I had not finished typing yet.) . Then he said something like
"Oh... I dah go to your blog. Arrr.. its not to my taste. I macam bosan bile baca."

Damn! Talk about insult la kan. Bwahahaha. And how the hell does he know my blog anyway. I coldly replied "I was not asking you to go to my blog. But to this blog."

Cilaker sungguh. Ade ke patut die dissed my blog. Its not like I was forcing him to read my postings and say stuffs like... "Eh, read my blog laaa and komen la skali". Aku tak sekeji ituh, tapi die secara unintentionally (ke intentionally?), telah mengkeji-kejikan belog aku.

Eh... and do I worry if he would read this posting? Tak punyer. Dah die cakap bosan. Haha. Gile ayat tak puas hati.

Hoh. Dari nak cerita pasal blog reason and Nuffnangs and people who post mindless stuffs on blogs last last ke ex jugak.

Takpe. Itu gunanye topic "Random Ramblings".

Comments

i scrapped a simmilar sounding blog entry on this topic last week. it was a very long one where i lament the commercialisation of blog. after 3 long years i realised that blog is now like MYSPACE or handphone. everybody has one but not ncessarily know how to use one.

i am THIS close to quitting because now i feel like i WRITE to get site visits instead of because i want to write.

without sounding like a total douchebag i wish that people in my blog would stop asking me "cepatlah update". terasa pressure ok. suka hati akulah bila nak update. tapi when i think about this again without the support of you guys blogging won't be half as fun. without you fine folk reading my blog jadi blog sepi pulak. trust me there are LOADS of blog sepi syok sendiri out there. kesian juga mereka!is this the appropriate time to say this is a "catch 22" situation ? i dunno. i always wanna use "catch 22" in a sentence! haha

i dunno if you notice this but lately i have been doing alot of "what if", "when i was" and "you know what's fucked up" kinda blog entries. secara tak sedar aku start writing only this kinds of entry. them are the kind of topic that my blog readers like to comment.

i admit to one thing.. and i only admit it here. I LOVE IT when i get 20+ comments per blog entry. rasa macam tak sia sia waste 2 hours writing them and then another hour producing the stupid pictures on photoshop.

so yah.. too many people ade blogbut what you gonna do? just have to find a way to stand out from the crowd. i think i found my niche. i think i'm the "whiney malay douchebag because lack of sex" kinda blogger. ha ha ha

p/s: i love your blog.. that fella at the end mmg keji. depan2 kata blog tak best and shit. EMO DOWH!
Taqiyuddin said…
no worries dils, you're married now, you'll burn out soon. soon! then you'll start to post your kids' pictures.
Dils said…
effi:
I admired your blog. You put a lot of effort in them. Also of course that include your so called 'niche'. Haha.


taqi:
Ah! Like you! Hahaha... Ah well... tunggu bile I got my kids.

Nuffnang

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