I have this problem. I have a commitment problem. Hah! Sure it is that obvious to those who knew me. But.. Noooo.. I won't be talking about my commitment problems with men. How dreary those subject are.
No.. Let just say I have an issue in getting close to people. Either they irk me. Or I irked them. Thats what I think. Anyway.. I don't really mind about this irk-issues that I have now. I have accepted it. Saying to myself as I got older and wiser(bluergh~) that nobody is perfect, and you can't have peoples matching to your high expectation. So now, I normally got along fine with most peoples rather than when I was younger.
Now.. but sometimes, somehow... they are always peoples who irk.. Let me rephrase.. ALWAYS CONSTANTLY irked you. Feeling like.. you wish you rather be sitting in a lorry full of smelly fish rather than sit by them.
I meant one of them are this girl.. who I went to school with. At first, I got along just fine with her. My classmate actually. But as our relationship grew and flourish then flounder.. I found her rather annoying. It is like having a miniature shadow of yourself. Everywhere I goes, she must goes too. Everything I do, she will follow. Evrything I like, she will agree on liking almost immediately. Whenever she near me I have the urge to elbow her into the nearest longkang (drain). Get a life already, girl! Tiresome.. thats what she is. I managed to get out from her clutch by going the opposite way determinedly.
Now... what about the other persons? Oh.. I sometimes have em too. But that naturally fade away, or I like them sufficiently enough to get rid of those feelings. But there is also whom you always wish to keep a distance away from them. Say like 1 km?
I won't mind peoples looking up what I am doing hourly.... but do it without interrupting me! No.. you do not have to include me in your conversation. I do not appreciate being included in a conversation that is as not actually inviting me to talk but repeatedly using my name as examples to tell lame jokes about within hearing vicinity . And I do not like seeing people making smooching noises when they are looking at me. It is just too damn perverted and almost make me sick!!!! And yes.. I do appreciate your help... but do not then go overboard by spitting your gladness to talk to my eyes (ugh.. I can't get over that) and invading my own personal space as in trying to stand too close so that I can charged you with sexual harassment.
Arghh... so would you blamed me for trying to avoid them wherever I goes? Arghhhhh..
God grant me patience in dealing with these peoples.
No.. Let just say I have an issue in getting close to people. Either they irk me. Or I irked them. Thats what I think. Anyway.. I don't really mind about this irk-issues that I have now. I have accepted it. Saying to myself as I got older and wiser(bluergh~) that nobody is perfect, and you can't have peoples matching to your high expectation. So now, I normally got along fine with most peoples rather than when I was younger.
Now.. but sometimes, somehow... they are always peoples who irk.. Let me rephrase.. ALWAYS CONSTANTLY irked you. Feeling like.. you wish you rather be sitting in a lorry full of smelly fish rather than sit by them.
I meant one of them are this girl.. who I went to school with. At first, I got along just fine with her. My classmate actually. But as our relationship grew and flourish then flounder.. I found her rather annoying. It is like having a miniature shadow of yourself. Everywhere I goes, she must goes too. Everything I do, she will follow. Evrything I like, she will agree on liking almost immediately. Whenever she near me I have the urge to elbow her into the nearest longkang (drain). Get a life already, girl! Tiresome.. thats what she is. I managed to get out from her clutch by going the opposite way determinedly.
Now... what about the other persons? Oh.. I sometimes have em too. But that naturally fade away, or I like them sufficiently enough to get rid of those feelings. But there is also whom you always wish to keep a distance away from them. Say like 1 km?
I won't mind peoples looking up what I am doing hourly.... but do it without interrupting me! No.. you do not have to include me in your conversation. I do not appreciate being included in a conversation that is as not actually inviting me to talk but repeatedly using my name as examples to tell lame jokes about within hearing vicinity . And I do not like seeing people making smooching noises when they are looking at me. It is just too damn perverted and almost make me sick!!!! And yes.. I do appreciate your help... but do not then go overboard by spitting your gladness to talk to my eyes (ugh.. I can't get over that) and invading my own personal space as in trying to stand too close so that I can charged you with sexual harassment.
Arghh... so would you blamed me for trying to avoid them wherever I goes? Arghhhhh..
God grant me patience in dealing with these peoples.
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