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Love is in the air ..

That is what keeps popping on the television nowadays. I don't see any love around here. Heck, I would just have to trust the news then.

It is always fascinating about how we Malay Moslem treat Valentines day. Of course we get various emails saying.. " Do not celebrate Valentines day.. it is very un-Moslem like to do so ", Well.. you get my drift. Back in my state of non-single entity days , my bf never gave me any Valentines day. Not one of em. Zilch. They always quoted what they read on the emails.. saying it is not so great about celebrating it. I had got my only Valentines present from a Christian lesbian. And it is a great present. A really cute,fluffy,soft teddy bear. I will give them to my kids later on in life. Won't my kids find it hysterical to hear where I got it from? It just proves that girls are really good at buying presents. No matter what their preferences are.

And what is really interesting or should I say ironic, when these guys are no longer together with me, they kept on saying how jealous they are when seeing guys carrying flowers to their gfs, or how they wish they have a 'girl' to do something special. But I just left them at their own whimsical nonsense thoughts of what-things-that-might-be-but-usually-not-what-they-will-do-anyway.

Comments

dueng said…
non of them?? hrm...i think they can give you present but not in the valentine day. maybe just find that valentine weekend to give you. so it's look like you are not celebrating it. rite?
lesbian? wow...it's a proof that you're such a hot-sweet woman. hehehe. but it such a good feeling when receiving a present from somebody. isn't it?
woman need only one single rose to make them smile all day long. it's not hard but it's really stuck in man's head how to tackle a woman heart using hard way. that's what i think about man (of course as a man i'm think too complicated to give the pleasure to woman perfectly; it's kind of an ego i think)
Anonymous said…
for me, everyday is Valentine's Day.
Taqiyuddin said…
i wish a lesbian gave me a cute cuddly teddy bear.
Dils said…
oh.. I dont wanna rose. Rose is too common.. is so out of style..
See.. it is not easy to please me.. haha

well taqi.. maybe I can give u a cute cuddly teddy bear by turning myself into a lesbian
Anonymous said…
and dila..it is more perfect if you come to me as a lesbian with ur partner.wahahahaha
Dils said…
notti notti.. I wont do a threesome with you. Probably Mark from Sugar Ray though. He's hot.

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