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I have nothing worthy to say

Today is like any other day.. only that I hear Tom and Jerry are playing at the tv. Herm.. That is not everyday occurences, tomorrow my siblings will come home. It will certainly make this medium sized house a bit merrier. Not that it is not merry now with my brother and I hurtling insults at each other every hour of the day. Perhaps this is our distorted way of showing that we care?

My family had never been a sentimentalist. I can't remember when I ever heard the word LOVE actually being uttered here. Not that we are less loving. But perhaps we are less loving than some family. I cannot really know. I never been a part of another family. And if I ever would heard someone say I love you in this house, I swear I will go out of the house and try to acknowledge if I had enter a wrong house. I guess WORDS had never played a big part in this family. But perhaps I think action do this for us. Showing each other in our freaky way.. that we do care. I don't like talking about my family. I had broken up with one of my bf(s) becoz he say something about my sister that I don't like. Well.. part of the reason (grin), he is utterly boring and very superficial and very sentimentalist (Perhaps that is why sentimental guy never bode well with me). I guess it is true what some of em said, we can say anything discriminating about our family, but to heard it from other people it is not acceptable.

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Dils said…
ah.. why taqi are u sorry?
Taqiyuddin said…
dunno.. just being a sentimentalist. :D
Anonymous said…
i do think that all girls in the whole world love sentimental guy. but now i know there are one who actually not prefered that type.
so to zye, better be more straight to the point and action louder than word (if and only if you want to tackle her). and one more thing, don't play with heart matter cause you'll never know where the position of victim and viper will be change. maybe today, you're the viper and maybe someday, you'll be the victim. just reminding...nothing more nothing less.
Anonymous said…
i'm sorry too dila
Dils said…
i have no idea whut u r trying to say zye =p~

everybody is sory.. how nice
Anonymous said…
btw i kinda agree with u dila, altough i always not agree with u in many things, but this one thing is sure i agreed with u. hehe

no matter how bad he/she is, they are still our family.

hey i remember this one time, somebody told something bad about me, and then my father came and smack me. is that can be considered?
Anonymous said…
Forgot to tell u that that somebody is telling the truth, i was doing something bad.
Dils said…
i don't quite understand you, what did you do is bad?? who tell?
Dils said…
ah..now i understand.. I am so slow. Parent doesnt count =p~
Anonymous said…
ahaha..br dpt ke?

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