Dils Stop .

Yeah.. Here.. I am pysching myself up for the New Year Eve / New Year Celebrations. But actually there is no celebrations due to Pak Lah asking the whole Malaysia to stop celebrating/ drinking / clubbing and to go to our sejadah and do what Moslem are supposed to do in celebrating. Giving our thanks to God and sends prayers to the Tsunami victims. But me.. no..well I will do that a little ( I am a bad bad person) and then went to a bbq. Which I think I will not be eating since I am in a diet fad (Baaah~). Ok.. I am not going to the bbq. Its not so much the ride that I don't have. It is also.. the peoples I have to face. I am not quite ready for so much of 2005! I am ready to face it alone! I just noticed what the blogger.com posted below my dashboard that Bloggers are the people of the year. Also I had just read yesterday in newspaper that blogging is good to release pent up emotion. So .... hurray! So we are not uncool or zenith as what Taqi had mentioned. And no.. he did not ...

The secret is out.. yeah.. Somebody found me out!! Egad.. Gasp!!! Yeah yeah.. I am a closeted PDA. I had declared I am unjiwang.. It is untrue.. well a bit.. I meant I hate it when a person shows too much But I also hate it when it they showed it too little.. Complicated is it? You should see the inside of my head.. SO here I am.. just back from Rembau. My abang ipar kampung. I also have a massive headache and a tendency to puke every now and then. And please men out there.. do not make a remark "Are you pregnant?" whenever a girl told someone that she felt like throwing up. WE HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO PUKE WHENEVER OR FOR WHATEVER REASON WE CHOOSE. Ok.. back to Rembau.. Why did I even go there? Oh yeah.. My niece.. My first ever niece ade this Majlis Bercukur Rambut. Its one of those many Malay events where someone make the baby head bald. (I am not in a very good mood when writing this if you can see from the style of writing). So my family was there to witne...

No.. I am not in any of the 4 seasons country.. I am at PDN (Pusat Darah Negara)It is really cold here. Probably to keep the blood from going bad.. No wonder doctors have to wear overcoats.. And no.. I did not get a part time job there too.. nor any job there.. I am supposedly to go to KLCC later on . Hence the reason yours truly am here, Since I cant drive. I also have no drivers to drive me there. so I followed my sister to her work. and here I am monopolizing the Internet there. The doctors here are strangely primitive when using the Internet here. They only played games while I am maximizing it use by surfing, playing games and.. well.. I would love to download Yahoo Messenger here.. but better not try to push my luck here.. So here I am reaching new limits of boredom.. by following peoples to their jobs.. So taqi.. probably I would followed you to your job too... May I? (*Blink.. *Blink) Actually why I am so anxious to get to KLCC.. well.. yes to peoples who know me al...

Been less than a week I am a non student.. Kinda weird.. not freeing.. Needed to wait for the examination result.. Dial up Internet sucks.. I cant wait to let broadband into my life. Life now is numbing.. It is as exactly as whut I imagined it would be Constant boredom with temporary relief. My imagination who used to be such a good companion... now is killing me.. It just gave me pain now.. Thank God for the few friends who kept their words in contacting me.. I doesnt need to go out.. Just a simple.. joke.. hey ya.. wutcha doin.. but NOOOO.. so I am forced to resort to the unreasonable and the unthinkable.. talk to my baby niece on the telephone in front of her like I am some kind of idiot.. No wonder she giggles uncontrollably.. She probably think whut is that stupid idiot of an aunt doing talking to the phone by herself. Ah well.. my niece is kinda cute when she's not bawling her tonsils out.. so it is worth it being some kind of an idiot in front of her. At least she ap...

All my bags are packed I am ready to go.. Not quite pack I guess.. Most of clothes I had packed. I thought my bags wont be enough to 'tampung' the abundance of my clothes.. But not only it is enough.. it is more than enough. Which I wondered. Do I need to buy new clothes? Tonight is the last night I will be spending my life as a student in UTP. I had been feeling sad this past few weeks. Knowing I will be missing this life. But my tiredness in packing my stuffs is overriding my feeling of melancholia. But since I had promised myself to write a blog entry during my last night.. so here I am still hanging on even though my eyes is half closed. It had been great living in UTP. 4 and half years back.. I thought I will never get to this stage, that I wont be matured enough, that I am not ready enough. I am now almost to this stage.. yet the maturity and the readiness.. is not quite there yet. A part of me will always be here.. With my memories of my loved ones and my friends. From ...

I am sad.. why? see the topic laa Just got back from Tambun Water Park Yes Yes.. I know.. I was suppose to do my FYP thingies about 10 years ago.. But hey.. I am a procrastinator. The waterpark.. was a blast. It is a bit costly for just 2 'ride' and 2 'dips' ( ask me if u want details.. I am a lazy ass blogger) but it was fun nonetheless. Not many cute guys there.. Shucks.. hehe One detected .. only I got a glance. So dont really count.. but who cares right.. I am gettin jiggy with my GALFRENS and that whats matters.. (before we all get married and get fat and too embarassed to get in the water). The hot water 'spa pond' was the highlight of the evening. It was really really good.. to my body.. As my IRC Name "Some Like It Hot" and I do like it HOT!!.. How i wish I could crack that jokes to someone that can get my kinda jokes that evening LOL. The waterpark was a beautiful place too.. with beautiful rock limestone hills.. I love beauty.. I love nat...

I am writing my blog here? why becoz currently there is notInternet UTP.. Yeah.. Actually there is internet in UTP, only that hell..only we can accessed Friendster, elearning, utusan and just the google pgLife is boring.. because non existent of Internet? Perhaps.. that can be a factorOr Do I suddenly realized I am actually a very lonely person. I dont know.. the thoughts r frightening. I wanna write continuously about nothing.. Thats why so few of u out there know my blog..Perhaps i will give the add later to Marquis.. But later.. not now.. before I graduate I guess..And ppls will see how dreadfully boring I really am. I have this crazy resolution that I wanna slim down. Why? I just hate the incessant dig and snide ofme gaining weight. I dont mind "oh.. berat u dah naik" kinda remark..But the constant remark on my gaining weight, and other things sometimes pisses me off. I am not THAT beauty conciousBut.. hey gals r vain.. we r beauty concious.. (most of us anyway).. and t...

I can't say it to anybody else..(except Lan).. But I am temporarily single..There I said it. But I can't say whats keep on shouting in my head since, I am self concious that the names that is being constantly playing in my mind will read this and hate me. I admired peoples who can be honest without flinching. For the first time, I know what despair is. I can't say to my boyfriend.. that I love him.. cause I truly don't know what I am feeling. All I know.. I will welcome this numbing feeling in my heart rather than the suffering of being dishonest. I can't really say to anyone.. not even Lan what I really want. Since I got the feeling that what I want is wrong wrong wrong and even worst.. won't be accepted. If anyone stumble upon this blog, they wont know an inkling what the hell I am writing about. I am afraid of my own feeling. I am afraid I will wake up one day and lose everything. I am afraid that I will wake up one day and gain everything but losing the o...

The lamest of the lame!!!! Last night my friends and I had a conversation on the most lamest pickup line or act on picking people up we ever had. And what I about to relate are an honest to goodness real life peoples spouting nonsense from their mouth and doing some pretty dumb stuff in makin them look even dumber... 1. A guy on a bus ask a girl sitting beside him (showing her his bus ticket stub). "Eh, awak tahu tak ape maksud2 nombor2 ni ye? Dari dulu lagi saya pikir.. macam tak masak akal.. bla bla" (while the girl gape at this stupid guy who is obviously asking such an unfounded dumb question.. while the guy are inching closer to the girl) 2. "Siti Nurhaliza!!.. Siti kan?? kan??" (This honestly happened).. this is lame if the girl do not minat Siti at all. 3. The guy ask "Apa nama awak?" , the girl reply "Suzana" (Bukan nama sebenar =p), the guy continues, " Awak ni Suzana, suka betul la tengok bukit-bukit kat luar ni.. ...

Today is Merdeka.. hip hip hurray for Malaysia ... We had come a long way I guess.. but there is still a lot to be improve on.. BUT I AM PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN Patriotism is something deep down .. not something that you just shout at every once a year.. and I hope all of us remember that I am very sleepy today.. and Just suddenly thought of my blog that is sadly lacking my attention.. But I have better things to do kut.. (yeah rite) hihihi I know.. it needed a hell lotsa improvment.. BUT I JUST DONT HAVE THE ENERGY NOR TIME TO DO IT.. the fact that I kept forgetting my password didnt help either..

Hari ini saye sgt malas: Kerana kena jumpa sv esok tp tadek progress Kena tepon sketeri kompeni nk wat FYP yg tataw ape2 utk wat pojek Ade quiz yg pyscho Ade nyamuk bwh meja Jdorama yg dicari tak jumpa.. bdk v5 majuk kaa?? Fax surat tak dpt.. pastu UTP nye staff tak kasik pon laie nk fax laie.. Vudus tul..#$%^&)^$$#^ words that cannot be utter again Minggu dpn saya akan malas laie kerana: Jumpa sv laie walaupun tadek progress Tepon laie sketeri kompeni utk wat FYP Kene wat progress report Jdorama tu mungkin tak dpt jumpa laie Kena bungkus bunga Skian Terima Kasih~

I wonder.. why am I only interested in posting a new blog whenever I should be doing something else Tomorrow is exam! My exam.. I hope nothing goes wrong this time.. so many things had gone wrong during exam weeks this past few years. Disputes with close friends, being hospitalized, falling in love, dump by love.. let just say that whenver exam weeks coming around.. there's always something going on in my life.. For once.. I want a stress free exam weeks... My courseworks seems to sucks ... but it doesnt seems to bring much impact to me since I AM STILL NOT STUDYIN EVEN THOUGH EXAMINATION IS LESS THAN 24 HOURS AWAY!!! So.. I better quit typing here!

haha.. I remember that when I was typing my C++ programming. When I saw that example, I was thinking to myself why does the author come up with "Hello World". If it were me.. I guess the text books will not be fit to print. I kinda hate to tell other people that I had a blog. I did tell them, but I didn't ask them to look at my blog. Kinda like it to be this way.. Just my page for me to look at. Like when I am playing the organ and I don't only want other person in the room. Hell, i prefer if there is no one at home or in the neighbourhoood in fact. Right now I am supposedly to be typing my Business and Cyber Law assignment, but it is boring. So I decided to drop by here and write something. (type more like it) Erk but Exam is coming!!!! My dear neglected books and notes.. I will come,caress,fondle and be very attentive to you very soon!

I got this template from a site and it is really cool since purple is my favorite color.. the graphic kinda nice too I want it to be nice and simple and I am pretty satisfied with this one.. Not the type of person who will be poring over code... so this as far as I get (I may get further but I doubt it) thanks to the designer -ekhsany.tk-

My first one ~ not now though sleep ....need sleep