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Been a while

 In fact its heading somewhere half into 2022. What the heck. 

So many things happened. Yet I can't remember. Its this whats getting old is all about? 

I got covid on the 31st of Dec 2021, so thats one way to start the year. Then the next month it was my husband. Nowadays everyone seems to be getting it. But with post vaccinations , it is almost not scary. The after effects of covid fatigue is very real though. And I had some up to know some taste change. 

Then the kids started school again with my eldest now going for the morning sessions so it was tiring and hectic and I feel like how can I properly make sure these 3 boys gets all the right kind of educations. I feel I should have just stick with cats sometimes, but even the cats dont turned out well sometimes. 



Thats the kids pic otw to Niah Cave. Ye orang lain beraya, we went to Niah. It was scary and we weren't that well prepared but it was fun. It was an INTENSE WORKOUT post raya though. 

AND... So Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to those who still persist in blogging and reading their fellows bloggers. I seen some writings back again after a few years and that makes me fire up this old blogger again. 

Maybe at the very least update some holidays, because like I had said, memories fade and sometimes I look back on the old blog updates of my holidays and like "eh that happened" . 

Anyway. I am suppose to be showering and then putting the kids to sleep and the kids are screaming (probably playing beyblades and acting like someone who do not have to wake up at 6 am tomorrow. ).



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