Dils Stop .

Currently at Singapore on a business trip. It is work like mad mode though. No fun and no shopping pon. Don't have the mood for it actually because I had just been involved in a fender bender. So had to pay for the accident cost, well my husband is paying but I don't feel great if I can't pay some to him kut .  Anyway the other colleagues are out with their friends and as I am the only token Malay Muslim , I don't feel much like cramping their style. I always feel macam I am imposing on their fun because most of the time they tried to look for bak kut teh or roast pork or beer and they can't exactly eat that because I am there.  Not that I want to be out and about because being a nursing mom also meant the milk production never ends! Currently am pumping milk like mad to ease the engorgement. That is not fun. There were times it hurt to even raise my hands. At least I have brought along plenty of series to keep me entertain. Saif masa malam my mom and ...

Amsterdam by Ian McEwan My rating: 2 of 5 stars Synopsis:  On a chilly February day, two old friends meet in the throng outside a London crematorium to pay their last respects to Molly Lane. Both Clive Linley and Vernon Halliday had been Molly's lovers in the days before they reached their current eminence: Clive is Britain's most successful modern composer, and Vernon is editor of the newspaper  The Judge.  Gorgeous, feisty Molly had other lovers, too, notably Julian Garmony, Foreign Secretary, a notorious right-winger tipped to be the next prime minister. In the days that follow Molly's funeral, Clive and Vernon will make a pact with consequences that neither could have foreseen. Each will make a disastrous moral decision, their friendship will be tested to its limits, and Julian Garmony will be fighting for his political life.  I love Atonement. I love the language, the doomed love affair. In this book, maybe I can't identify with 2 m...

Terasa nak talk about the cats ( sebab tasks keje tak dapat lagi). Dulu selalu naw talk about em, but nowadays as my attention shift to the kids, I kenkadang terneglect jugak the cats. Ye la kan. Semua pandai, makan, berak, kencing sendiri. Sape kata jaga kucing susah?  Hehe.  To be honest ever since Kurap died, I don't have my cat BFF anymore. Not that these 4 are not close to me or manja, but Kurap was different lah. Even up til now I still have a Kurap sized hole in my heart :( Though these 4 have their moments la.  Even the most unfriendly one like Pika2 who even til now does not want any human to touch her please, thank you very much.  Eh.. what is your childhood trauma. But she is the one cat in the house who loathe to be outside. And whenever I am cooking, it used to be Kurap waiting near just because. But nowadays Pika2 is waiting nearby like at the picture above. Not that I think Pika2 wanting to be near me because she loves me th...

So I got back to work. Had now been working close to a week. I mean like what right... Bukan cakap nak jadi SAHM ke. Well.. that was never definite and I was getting restless. Also the money is also a huge deal. I dont think we are truly financially ready yet for me to be out of a job.  So I took a contract job. The job is 5 months. Husband like the idea of a contract more than permanent. I dont mind either way.  Life had been a bit hectic. Macam semalam, I got in a little late because aku sesat barat balik dari Cyberjaya. LOL. Even with GPS I can be hopelessly lost. No need la cakap guna waze ke ape, I will get lost.  So the little one got sent to nursery and Aziz went to full day at his playschool. Kesian. Paling kesian Saif la because it seems like I bottle trained him too late. He refused the bottles. Pening la kepala duk tuka2 botol2 die. He seemed to be ok with Nuby bottle. Kira before ni die minum paling banyak 0.5 oz, die minum dalam 1 oz and more wi...