Help me! I am a vindictive woman! Hahha.. Oh well.. I can't hide it from all of you. Probably some of you might even have a sneaking suspicion about it. But well.. sometimes I am bad... Very Bad! Whip Me! Thats not the way it goes... I am out of line here. Its just felt nice to be bad , sometimes.
Anyway... we read other peoples blog. And I did read one of this blog, and the blog owner was mercilessly put down and ostracized. I meant... well if it was me. I would cringe reading it. Because.. no matter how we look at blog, its somehow like a personal achievement of our smallish literary talents. We talk to it, like it is our best friends, and if our best friend snubbed us and say that we are rubbish, it sure does put a damper to it, right? As I said before in my previous post, every time when I post a blog, it is like my little darling baby. We put such careful considerations in it.
And would you like reading what you wrote about say 3 years from now? I wouldnt be sure. Thats why I try my hardest not to condemn any of my friends here. Because, today we might think we are in the right. But a few years added, we would think probably we might had contribute to that problem too. That is why my blog lack that spice! No sex stuffs, no me describing to the fullest the life of love, ooppss.. the love of my life (But really.. that is dreary read for most blogs pon), and no bashing my friends, no describing the gory details of peoples demented relationships with each other. How bored I must sound to all of you.
And I used to read an article about blogging in the newspaper, saying that even though blog is a way to express ourselves, it is another line of journalism. This is because we chose to 'publish' our work. Because our words are made to the public eyes, there are certain responsibilities tied to it. Making sure the grammars are correct, we touch upon certain issues with sensitivity... something like that.
But hey.. it is somehow like the above title of my blog. When talking is not an option. I may have a glimmer of literary talents, but when I open my mouth I know I sounded rubbish. I don't make much sense. Thank you for blog to keep my words and train of thoughts straight even though it doesnt look much like it.
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and published words hold a certain weight to it. Kinda feels like putting your signature on a contract. it feels binding.
I think the main thing is.. people can quote you.. like.. "hey.. didnt u like say shits about me", and you reply agitatedly "No, no.. not true" while looking at this guy flexing his muscles. "well... at urname.blogspot.com/i-hate-ur-gut u do.. "..
well, people are whom they choose for. if they want to be a bad person, then they will be a bad person. same as bloggers, they are what they choose. for me, blog is for sharing my thought, my experience, my memories with my friend and people who recognize me. also, my latest activities so that people around my blog know what i'm doing currently.
i think blog help me in improving my lame english (am i improved?). at least, i have some gut to write it in english even i know the wording, sentence structure or grammar suck.
still, my blog will be always with me until i feel like want to stop blogging. but i will proud to show to my children that this is my work. hehehe...some kenangan la kira nya. hehhe. ain't it nice?