It had been a tiring Ramadhan so far for me.
For one thing, waking up at 5 is not something I am used to. Also waking up early also mean caffeine buzz which I can't have during puasa because caffeine is not something you take during sahur also not so good for a pregnant mom who can sometimes still have to fight her way trough nauseousness. I need my caffeine with food! Without it I can get headache. That being said cakap caffeine fix macam I am a huge coffee drinker. No. I only drink a little coffee, just enough to get the spring on my feet so to speaks.
Also this puasa my routine change. Usually I arrived at office at 10.30 am. That is early mind you. Heh. Nowadays, I make it to the office at around 8.30 am. Just so I can go home at 4 pm. Aku tak sanggup mengharungi jam kul 5 ke atas. Lagi sanggup bangun awal dan pergi awal so can balik awal. And the traffic at 4.15pm is hectic jugak! Gile. Die orang ni keluar office kul 3.30 pm ke?
Setakat ni masih tidak tinggal puasa. Yeay! Ade la a few times macam tempted especially those few times I missed sahur, but I felt not too bad, so I carry on. I am not saying I am hoping for full puasa sebab takleh nak predict kan. But if larat go through, tak larat takpela.
Also I manage to cook after monthsss not being in kitchen. Laki aku lega. Tapi tadekle full lega. Simple2 je aku masak. Tapi memang dari dulu aku reti masak simple je. Heh. Lagi2 dengar kes budak masuk icu makan roti john. Terus buat roti john sendiri. Eh senang je rupanye. Hah. Memang tak beli sangat laa kat pasar ramadhan. Bukan tak beli langsung. Laki aku rajin membeli kueh mueh and air. Though I got so many desserts in my fridge still uneaten! Bread butter pudding, my blueberry pie, creme caramel. Siap buat blueberry pies sendiri lagi. Hebat tak? Tak hebat sangat sebab guna ready made pastry tu. Tapi tak best la. Kena buat from scratch gak. I pon rase tak thrill makan. Tah bile nak buat lagi tahh. Bile dah ok baru tayang di blog. Tayang subpar result di blog ni malu la.
Haven't say much about my pregnancy. OK la so far. I am reallyyyy behind in taking multivitamins. Most of the time I forgot, some of the times I was feeling too pukey to bother. Maybe I should put in reminder in phone. Hoping the baby is safe and well and so far he is.
My gynae pon baru tanye delivery plan. I told her most probably cuba jalan normal dulu, if macam dulu csect je la. Gile cool aku jawab. Ko tunggu laaaa nanti bile tibe labor pains. Fuh fuh. I can still remember puking because of the intense pain. Though a few nights ago I mimpi I kena csection. Hoho.
My sister had just delivered a baby boy! She delivered early, on 35th week, partly due to her condition ( prone to early delivery, she had contractions from 30th weeks! Thank God all is safe) also partly she said to the horrendous rush hour traffic during puasa. Hehehe. But the baby is fine, no need to be in incubator and so sweet looking. Baru tengok sekali, tapi bukan main pandai pandang kiri kanan cari source of sound. Especially bile cousin2 die menggile keliling die. Aziz even try to rock his hospital basket bed tu. Hoi cuak.
Oh last night saje kasi Aziz main bunga api. Memula his father start with mercun, terus la meloncat Aziz ke kaki ku, 'akuuuttt' cakapnye. Bagi bunga api he ran for the door.
Then cousin2 die ajak main kat rumah die orang. Still takut but boleh la pegang sekali.
|Lepas tu die cakap. "nanak . akuuut"|
Heh sian. Dah habis die main satu bunga api die sibuk nak main buih pulak. My sister maid layankan je. Memang die tengah phase takut. Takut bunga api. Takut bunyi guruh. Takut tido dalam gelap. Dah kenal erti takut. Tahun lepas siap nak pegang bunga api kat api tu lagi.