Pregnancy

Direct to the point je kan title tu. 

Those who looked into my twitter already know I am pregnant. So now I am informing to the world (all 6 of you who read this blog) that I am. Alhamdulillah. Was hesitantly happy at first, as with my first pregnancy, I didn't make it past week 7. So when week 7 past by, I heaved a big sigh of relief. Now I am currently in my 14 weeks and should be in my 2nd trimester. Not too gleefully happy (old habit hard to break) as just barely in 14 weeks. 

Taking things slowly, reading things up slowly. Haven't bought any books, nor any baby stuffs. Not even any pregnancy stuffs! That's how paranoid I am. I am afraid to be too impulsively happy and be buying stuffs getting way ahead too happy and then lost the pregnancy. I have to start buying stuff soon as my pants and undies are starting to get uncomfortable. Well, things are still early and I have plenty of time to read and shop, so I don't really feel the urgency. 

Also first trimester had not been smooth. I like most of pregnant moms everywhere throughout the ages suffers the morning sickness malady. It is not as bad as some (like my sis who was admitted as she can't keep any fluid down) so I am thankful that I can at least hold down food most of the time. But 24/7 holding down the urge to puke is also not easy for me, because I had always hate puking (ok, nobody like it). I even consistently woke up in the middle of the night wanting to vomit tapi paksa diri tidur sebab malas la hoii. Hoping , like really hoping and praying that 2nd trimester onward I'll have easier time to look at food without feeling ill. 

In the mean time... well I hope everything is smooth sailing.