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Delayed Rage

This is a delayed rage. Driving to work this morning, a car suddenly stop to the side slightly, open his driver side door wide open and spit onto the road. I had to slam on the brake as so to not hit his door. 

I mean really?? The desire to spit is so mighty that you just have to pull your car at the side of the busy road and open your door and spit! 

I just can't comprehend this. 

And that is all I want to update. Bit too short for a blog post entry, but too long for twitter but hey, why not.

Not feeling too hot lately, so blog updates can be very sparse. Maybe when things pick up again.

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