Skip to main content

Love in the time of Corona - COVID19

Well... I just have to put that title in nonetheless.

Anyway here we are in the midst of a pandemic. The worst seen in this century, hundred thousands infected, tens thousands of death.

This is surreal. People are in isolation all around the world. If you try to talk people everywhere... they will be in their house. In solitude. Social distancing. Bored out of our mind. Itching to go out.

For Malaysia its been what? Day 12 of Restricted Movement Order? I will call it here as lockdown because that is a mouthful.

Weekends and weekdays had merged into one. I am now playing classical in full blast while writing this post because my playlists had gone on many many loops.

Now now... of course I should and need to be thankful, to be bored in this lockdown. It is a privilege. Some are forced to be stuck in a small 2 bedroom house filled with multigenerational families. Some are out of work and working side gigs to the best in this limited movement to get food on the table. Some are facing mental health problem. Some will face domestic violence.

To be bored in this lockdown, is a privilege.

But I can complain. Oh yes.

The TVs are conquered by the kids.
I feel suffocated.
I hate cooking so so so much.
It is sticky all the time.
I am coughing... am I next on the statistics?

I will continue my Kdrama posts later on. If I have all this time why not post eh?

Why not indeed.

Anyway. Be safe. Wash hands.

Comments

Drama Queen said…
you are not alone. I feel ya!

Nuffnang

Popular posts from this blog

End of a decade?

So people are like eh its not the end of a decade, end of a decade is dec 2020. Whatever. We ignore this people. Nearing towards the end of 2019. I wanted to summarize what I had done in a decade but old age is catching up and my memory is foggy. Lets just tried it. From 2010 to 2019 - I had worked 3 jobs.  Quit and now a SAHM. - Went from 2 cats to 8 til recently and now down to 5. I can manage 5. 8 was chaos. - Somehow from having no kids I now have 3 boys. 2,5,7 . - I want to say I travel unsatisfactorily but I visited about 6 countries in 10 years. Ok lah.  - Husband went from long distance and now back at home just recently. - Went from a US tv shows addicts to Kdrama addicts. - Read a lot the first half of decade, not so after quitting. Duduk rumah don't feel like reading. Which is bad sebab kenkadang feels like brain rotting off. - Blogging is no longer a thing by 2019, but we hardened early 2000s bloggers are coming back to spout off nonsense s...

Raw

Why does my heart cried Feelings I can't fight You betrayed me But just don't deceived me And please believe me when I say I love you [From the movie Moulin Rouge] And why didnt he? He's playing hot and cold.. hot and cold with me. I can't stand it. Yet I always come back for more. I am a true blue masochist. I don't even ask him to love me. I just ask him to miss me. And he couldnt even do that.. or say it. I just want to see his face once more. To see his lovely smiles, his small laugh. Why couldn't I forget him. When he could so easily dismissed me.. he could just easily come back and messed my sense and sensibility. While my tears fall down to my keyboard, yet at the same time I was making jokes and soothing him telling him "no worries". I don't ask for much... a smile, a pat on the hand. I miss him so much. Yet I am so afraid to let it shows. Becoz then if I show it... it will hurt 10 times more.