Goddamn.
So my last update was that I got a new job.
My now update is I got no job currently.
I am now living a tai-tai life.
How do I feel about it?
Sometimes I hated it, sometimes all I wanna do is doomscrolled job postings, sometimes I am tired. very rarely content.
It is maybe the mid life crisis looming in, or had already settled in... but I felt alot of the time I am looking back on my life and feels regret.
A lot of what ifs.
But what load of good will that do to me? None. Nada.
I am trying to snap myself out of this funk and charged forward.
Then what is out there... forward?
