Sunday, May 29, 2005
Raw
Why does my heart cried
Feelings I can't fight
You betrayed me
But just don't deceived me
And please believe me when I say I love you
[From the movie Moulin Rouge]
And why didnt he?
He's playing hot and cold.. hot and cold with me. I can't stand it. Yet I always come back for more. I am a true blue masochist. I don't even ask him to love me. I just ask him to miss me. And he couldnt even do that.. or say it. I just want to see his face once more. To see his lovely smiles, his small laugh. Why couldn't I forget him. When he could so easily dismissed me.. he could just easily come back and messed my sense and sensibility.
While my tears fall down to my keyboard, yet at the same time I was making jokes and soothing him telling him "no worries". I don't ask for much... a smile, a pat on the hand.
I miss him so much. Yet I am so afraid to let it shows. Becoz then if I show it... it will hurt 10 times more.
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42 comments:
I thought u were the one who playing cold.
Maybe we took turns in playing cold and missed each other =p
it was never my intention to be cold
ohh its not me then :(
why dont u just tell him? maybe he felt the same way too. i bet he is.
I did tell him I miss him
He never reply
Thats why i said it hurt 10 times more
dem its really not me.
i've never thought u will do such thing. and i've never thought somebody will act that cold towards u. maybe he is blind
uh who are you??
who is this 'him' anyway?
u answer this and i'll answer urs. hehe
haha..
he's special
to me..
u?
u are special to me
hehe
hey... dont u have a special gal already? (not me)
I think u got the wrong man
probably..
most guy i knew already have a special girl..
who are you again?
we can do this for a yr u know
most guy u know, not all of them.
yeah..who am i is doesnt matter. we are talking about u rite? not me.
so, who is this him again?
hehehehe
Hahha.. Him?
He is the person who's in my YM yesterday and yet didnt say hi...
So did you?
But if you are the "man", he probably know how i felt already since I had told him last year.
::sigh::
So I guess you are not that man. Since you are unsure
ym yesterday?
hmm no.
told him last yr?
hmm no too.
i am hoping though i am that man, but am not.
hey that's not the question. u are not answering
does it matter if u did know his name? It would served no purpose to brought his name up. So just let him be
and u did not answer my question in the least =p
curiousity is killing me!
sure lucky this guy. being loved by u this much
Are you kidding? Curiosity is killing me on who you are?
Ok2 I will not bother u anymore.
Was alone? as in not anymore? Hehehe
Nahh.. ur not bothering me
Only I just want to know who you are
Im bored at the office pon
Since I am not the man, i wont tell u who am i. Malu. Afraid of rejection. hehehe
by the way, why did that guy being cold to u? He got a gf already ke?
he doesnt want commitments. How.. new yorkish he sounds. he just told me.
And my world don't come crashing down, only suddenly it all seems so empty and pointless.
eh btw, ur not my ofis mate eh?
afraid of commitment? its not like u gonna marry him. rite? no?
no no i am not ur officemate. why meh? somebody in the office stalked u too? hehehe
hermm ... not afraid. Just doesnt want to..
Herm.. rship generally goes to that direction eh? But im not thinking of marriage at such an early stage. Come to think of it, i dont even ask for a rship. Men.
No lah.. no one stalked me. Just wanna eliminate all possible suspects aje.
haha.
How did u tell him eh? I mean when u tell him u miss him. Talked personally ke? Ke sms aje? Ke talked through phone ke? Ke asked other people to tell him?
sms, chat... Very very curious lor u yek
why? which way would u prefer?
id prefer talk face to face...then kiss. haha.
No lah. just kidding.
Where did u know this guy anyway
Face to face huh? Yeah right.
This is from the guy who as I quote "i wont tell u who am i. Malu. Afraid of rejection. hehehe"
as fellows taqi said.. utpians tend to date utpians.
That fella said that huh?
hmm...(thinking deeply)
I guess he's rite.
Arghh who is this guy, who manage to steal your heart?
You are fellow utpians too??
Who he is no longer matter aight. I already had my answer, and I would be a fool to ask him again. and again. Hahaha
Penat~
Esok cuti yeay!
Hehe. I bet my finger u'll ask him again..and again. Hihihi
haha..
how cruel u are .. seriously
hehe. i tought girls like cruel guys
herm.. there needs to other reddeming qualities too..
But tah ler
that whut just plain cruel
so what now?
still pursue that guy or wait for another prince charming?
None, just let it be.
The thought of love is dreary at the moment.
Left it to fate so to says.
aaahh left it to fate.
If only it can be that easy
alaaa senyap lak die
why miss me? Haha..
just dont have anythin to add.
miss u?? hehe :p
Holllyyyyy shiiitttt ade secret admirer rupanye!hahaha
terkujat aku tgk ade 41 comments post nih. Sekali tgk conversation korang berdua aje. Ceh..
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