Thursday, August 27, 2026

Cats and Mess



At first this photo was meant for my IG story, but the mess is too much. So I opted not to, and in a whim decided to just post it here. Because I don't think people are reading. Also there is a certain satisfaction posting in an IG story. You can who had clicked past your story. They don't have to interact or like your upload. They are just there briefly. 

For a moment then, you feel seen. Ah.. this person care or curious enough to view what ever picture of cats/ food/ randoms things I upload. My vanity then stroked, and I feel a little bit less lonely in an ever expanding world of content engagements. 

In a way, blogs really are  quite pure in their own way. 

I wanted to talk about mess. There's too much in my house. I need to get rid of it. Sometimes I manage to pack away some, but then it comes back again with a vengeance and I feel defeated. I now sympathize with chronic hoarders. They must be very tired. 

 

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

2026 first update

 Goddamn. 

So my last update was that I got a new job. 

My now update is I got no job currently. 

I am now living a tai-tai life. 

How do I feel about it? 

Sometimes I hated it, sometimes all I wanna do is doomscrolled job postings, sometimes I am tired. very rarely content. 

It is maybe the mid life crisis looming in, or had already settled in... but I felt alot of the time I am looking back on my life and feels regret. 

A lot of what ifs. 

But what load of good will that do to me? None. Nada. 

I am trying to snap myself out of this funk and charged forward.


 Then what is out there...  forward? 

Cats and Mess

At first this photo was meant for my IG story, but the mess is too much. So I opted not to, and in a whim decided to just post it here. Beca...

Nuffnang