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Voices in my head and yet I am not crazy

Tengok ni dah kul brape, saya maseh di opis. Dah kena kerah berkerja kan. Sob Sob. Takpe. Nanti ade cuti 3 hari... Jangan sesiapa ganggu tidurku~

Argh...

Oh... I was looking at a my YM list of friends and I realized haven't met one of them in a quite a while. However, in my head I somehow could still played out the sound of his voice if I choose to remember.

Some people voice are just so distinctive that it will be embedded in your head. And these are not particularly great or melodious voice. Some are mildly annoying and grating. But I can still played it over my head just as if they are talking beside me . I can remember a few of my friends and ex boyfriends voice even those from 10 years back. But most of the voice that I remember are boys. Also some of the guys I knew, have a laidback sorta way of talking that I raise my eyebrows at. Those inflections, their pauses, their slurring ways of saying out loud their words are what usually what I memorized. These are the one I usually found such glee in 'mengajuk'.

I have problems trying to remember girls voice tho. But there are 2 or 3 that kinda stand out. Maybe because I hear them so often! Hehehe...

And isn't it weird on how wildly different our voices sounds like when we hear them recorded. I always thought that my voice sounds deep when I spoke, tapi bile dengar dalam recording ke or voicemail, it just sounded pitchy and girly and just like everyone else.

Bah!



Comments

iceroll said…
Oh I bet my voice is never being embedded in ur mind, as mine is very high pitch, mcm budak tak akil baligh. haha

As a matter of fact, urs is deep and husky, unfortunately u are a lady, kalo tak sure ramai awek jatuh chenta. haha
my YM list is pretty sparse...90% are guys coz the mrs would prolly think i have "side-wives" if i have one to many girl names on me YM

haha!

as for meeting them...dang.... i just realised some of my YM buddies tu i never met in person pun!

HAHA
Dils said…
iceroll:
You know you're right. Huhu. I can't remember your voices. Takpe. Ramai aje. I also cant remember Taqi voice and when I heard Taymenc voice on the radio, I was like that's him?

Hahaha.

Eh... mane taw effeminate guys like me ka.


Effi:
Well, I was careful to add people I know in my YM list. Heh. But ade la jugak 1 or 2 yg terlepas, but if they remain bothersome or I can't remember who is who. I delete jugak after a while. Sometimes they never know they had been deleted. Haha

Nuffnang

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