Diet Pftthhhhhhh..... (sambil makan ayam goreng)

During the past months, I had been dieting. Intensely. Just to get into that wedding dress. My effort was rewarded as I manage to not look so pudgy and gabak in wedding dress. My baju kahwin also needs to be re-altered quite considerably due to this, and one baju tak sempat nak realter which cause it to look like baju pinjam. Ugh. Tapi it looked fine enough la. And you all seen the after pictures kan. Before picture? I was too depressed to take any pictures of meself. Hahaha.

Anyway, my dieting consisting of eating almost healthy food, thwarting the evil complex carbohydrates which I love dearly and reducing my food intakes. The first 2 months was pure torture cause those who knew me, knows I can wipe off 3 plates of food easily. However aging women (semuanye aging la kan, mane de immortal) all around have to admit that as they grow older, their metabolism sucks more, so food intake needs to be controlled. So there I was, not chewing lettuce nor carrot stick, but lunching solely on manga and jambu. Sampai rase nak pengsan pon ade.

Before other health fanatics shakes their fist at me, I do exercise too. Of course I know that dieting is not enough. *scoffs scoffs*

My aim is not to be anorexic nor to look like Charlize Theron. I set realistic aims which is at arr.. well my realistic aim is to shed off 5kg. So after that aim is satisfied, what is 3 kg more right. Then that aim is satisfied. Then what is 2 kg more right. So, I lost around 10 kg in about 3 or 4 months of usaha diet dan exercise.

I am beginning to think like an anorexic and it scares my fiance. Sampai cincin yang dah dibeli pon longgar ok. But I am not that afraid, as I know that an anorexic is a one thing I will never be. During that 'diet' pon I allowed myself some downtimes, I eat rice everyday. Just reduce the intakes. I still eat chocolates dengan banyaknyer. I decline myself from chips though. And I still enjoyed fast food and steaks and chicken chops and carbs quite indulgently. Just afterwards I exercise like mad.

But also during that period lah macam orang mengidam kan. Macam-macam la tetiba nak but I said to myself, nanti dulu. Therefore I think I can let go somewhat and begin to indulge meself quite normally again, cuma just watch more closely and maintain exercising (which I haven't done yet in a while) because I do like to see my somewhat slimmer self in the mirror and I love being able to fit into jeans without considerable breathing exercises. Though I do find afterwards, that I can't eat as much as I used too. Also that I kinda like salad. Sometimes salads lagi sedap dari the main course. Apakah~

Hurmph. No matter. So the list of foods yang kegianan kengidaman yang perlu dan mahu dipenuhi.

KFC Meltz Done
Sausage ESSO letak banyak2 relish Done
Wendy's milkshake Had a taste, didn't like it too much. I may try its burger later.
McDonald Milkshakes. Milkshakes are evil.
Prosperity Burgers.
Chillies Lamb Shoulder
KFC Snack Plate. Tanpa dikongsi dan dilapah sehingga licin termasuk la kulit ayam.
Fruity's Strawberry Cake
Burger King Whopper
Onion Rings
Nasi Lemak Bekfes with paru goreng yang sedap lagi ranggup.
Nasi Lemak City Garden
Nasi Lemak Mali Done tapi I don't know la, I went last time, gile tak sedap.
Domino's Pizza eaten while watching a movie at home.
Chiken Hartz Buffet. Hahahaha.
ABC Cekelat. Only in JB. Kak Chics jangan jeles.
Yong Tau Fu yang nyaman (bak kate orang Sarawak). Only in JB also. Hehe, tapi last time masin sikit. Nak lagiiiii....
Lidah masak pedas. Haha. Terpengaruh tengok belog orang. Nak rase la jugak.
Bento box set at Kiku Zakura or Kampachii or mana2 lagi la restoran jepon.
Megi goreng.

And I think banyak lagi laa. These are only what I could think off. Haih nanti kan sesia je diet kan? Hehehe... maybe maybe. Tapi you would do the same jugak kan?

p/s: Tapi agak cuak la kalo naik. Takpe takpe. I know I can't relentlessly did that strict regime of dieting macam dulu, but we can control and try to maintain ye?