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I'm not in the mood la honey

I doesnt feel like writing or typing (whichever way you chose to look at it). But I don't know.. I have to try to update right. As for the Bachelor stuff, Jesse havent pick yet either Tara or Jessica. Both of em are great. I will stands in my opinion that Jessica girl is way too young at 21 to get married. If a man no matter how handsome or rich would ask me to marry him at that particular time, I would decline. You will spend 40 or 50 years (if it lasts) with someone, the thought of spending it everyday with that same person can be choking.. even to me right now. Just enjoy being you, yourself and yours truly for a while.

I had got back from a job interview. I dont pin high hopes for it.. since I fumbled a few times, yet the experience is worthwhile. But let just see aight? During the interview, met up with several hopeful jobless graduate too. And it is kinda nice to get to know and strike up acquantainces with peoples your own age again. The conversation that we had while waiting for our name to be called out to get into the rooms and face the executioner.. arr I meant top manager, surely lighten and chased away the nervousness.

Well... certainly the mood.. havent still got into me. So I wanna stop and try to write again laters. If this post is a little dull.. becoz it is and I am feeling dull ~ Yippee..

Comments

Anonymous said…
at least u gain some experience with this interview. i, in a matter of fact, dont have one which is suck if i want to switch job.
Taqiyuddin said…
dila, you can't be dull even if you wanted to.
Dils said…
Hahha.. ah well.. sometimes... experience doesnt meant a thing.. But still I dont regret it.

Good to know I can never be dull!Is it? Herm..

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