Dils Stop .

You know. I am feeling so guilty towards my blog for not updating. So sad to see the old date still there... yet no update. Hah.. Okay. Actually there's plenty of reason of not updating. Before this I was busy and the internet at home is playing hide and seek. Then.. my computer sucks and it heard I say it sucks so it kinda 'mrajuk' thus refusing to boot up and somehow my harddisk also crash along. I am feeling so sad remembering all the jdorama and series I had. I am feeling somewhat thankful that peoples around me had copied off the series so I can copy back. But some of the jdorama and series such as Veronica Mars Season 2 and Season 3 and Greys Anatomy the current season, I had not yet copied into the dvd. Thus lost forever. Sobs. Unless, downloaded again (ARGH!) or spent hard earned cash on DVDs.. Sobs! Thus, I lost my mood and appetite to blog for a while. Not until I got my computer back damn it.. Then I can blog about something such as Phantom of the Opera and post ...

"So?" " I don't know" *insistently* "What do you think it meant..?" "I don't know. Its a dream ok." "Well... in your dream, he is taunting you aight.. Surely you must know what it signify?" *exasperated* "Listen. I don't know. Half of the time, when he is speaking to me, face to face so earnestly, I think I knew. But then I realized later that I don't know him at all. Much less if he ever meant what he said. If in reality, I never know what to believe, you think I know what he said in my dreams?" "You can't forget him." "Oh. You are repeating him now." "I'm not. Those line. It can be a fact, a statement or a question. In fact I think its all of them." "Hmmm. That's silly. *sigh* "I just don't want to think about it. Forget it" " How mature of you." " I think its a pretty good defense." *shrugs* *raised eyebrows* "Did he att...

Eh. So many things happened this week. And event upcoming too! First of all.. jeng jeng jeng. I was selected as one of the lucky contestants for the Mix FM Cash Tornado . I went through the Tornado already on Wednesday. Thank God it was my off days. If not, how am I to get there during workdays huh. And I am just so glad thats its over. Its nerve wracking Okay. Was surprised on an early cool Tuesday morning by my phone vibrating beside my bed. I thought at first I was dreaming. Picked up the phone and heard my sister asked if I register for the Tornado Cash. I mumbled "Yes". Then she said excitedly and with a lil whoop, my name had been called and to call the radio ASAP. Ehh.. just wake up, fumbling to find specs and pen. Couldn't find a pen, so I just grab a marker and jotted down the radio station number on some random books strayed around the house. Couldn't go to sleep la after that even though I feel like I really want to. But charged with adrenaline, I am better...